"Hello Captain! It's Us Again." (J. Wilde)

Throughout the last few weeks, alcohol seems to have found its way into my life a bit to forcefully. Does this mean a young man followed me around with a 1.75 of Morgan in one hand and a liter of coke in the other hand? No. I seemed to find various reasons to find that man and take him up on his wonderful offer. Now, I actually like the taste of alcohol. Morgan bites back, but it has that wonderful smooth taste with Coca Cola that actually makes that dreadful liquid bearable. When that stranger and I meet, I pour two cups of Morgan into a tall blue glass, fill the rest with coke, stir with a knife (we're not classy enough to have stir sticks), and then drink down quickly. Rinse and repeat.

Lately however, Morgan and I have not been on the best of terms. He stole a few hours away from me...well him and his friend the Jello Shot. Of course, when I say 'Jello Shot', I'm not talking about a single entity. I'm talking about the entire 'Shot Family'. They seemed to come up in here spend some time with me and leave me not remembering anything after leaving my apartment. Of course, they also hauled my ass over to a Fraternity house and left me on the couch of a friend they helped me piss off. Needless to say, this did not leave me in a good mood for the next several days. I still have not fully mend the bridges that all those Shots helped me blow it into smithereens, but I'm working at it.

Overall, I like spending time with Morgan. The Shots family and I can take the much needed break, but Morgan and I generally stay close. This weekend for example. He was my date for Valentines Day, there were these two girls who hung out with us too, but I spent the most time with him. His antics however made my friend Tricia get a little bit crazy. Her friend, Meggan, however, didn't seem to like him much. She decided to hang out with the Shot's for a bit. We let her. We let those silly kids play by themselves. It was a good time, Morgan didn't push me to get to out of hand, and I left him at home when I went downtown. I did meet up with Screw-Driver and So-Co, but they're the friends I just kind of interact with and leave to play outside. They never come home with me. It's just a bad idea overall.

Cutting back my time with Morgan and the Shot's family is much needed. I have school to worry about...papers that need to be written, and a bunch of other friends that don't make me do stupid shit. I also need to get a bit control of Morgan when we do meet up. He can be a dirty bastard sometimes, and I don't want to deal with that again. It's much easier to just be an adult about things. I just have to... "BE RESPONSIBLE." I also need to grow up a bit.

-J. Wilde