No matter my Dominant tendencies and how happy they make me or how much a part of me they are; I have the heart of a fighter when needed, I can be in control.........but I long for the comfort of being all that and submitting to another. My heart longs to be lead a bit. I want to be the best I can be for myself and others. I feel a sense of pride when I accomplish something that makes someone else happy...obviously not everything, but for the most part I really am a people pleaser. I want to please others without being taken advantage of.
I long to feel my ass cheeks all warm and tingly after a good spanking. I don't mind having my hair pulled a bit. I don't mind someone putting their hand around my neck or even slapping my face a little, if it is to get the point across that I am their's and done in a non-abusive, unangry manner. I enjoy giving into the sensations of my body and mind. I enjoy trusting someone enough to know they won't hurt me. I enjoy snuggles and kisses for a job well done, I love being praised.
It is nice to have a relationship that is mostly vanilla with a drizzle of kink most of the time and yet allows us the option to up the ante when and how we want. Last night we tried lots of new things....like the reverse cowgirl position. I enjoy being able to honestly trust someone to try new things. I hope our experiences grow and grow.
C. Wilde
aka Precious Puddles
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
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