What happens when your back is turned? I am amazed at what some people will do behind my back. Lies, deceit, cheating, the list could go on. Some people are always trying to get away with something. Yes sometimes I am paranoid about what could be going on behind my back, but in reality there isn't anything I can do about it. So even here in blog, that is all I have to say on the negative side of it.
I wonder about good things that go on behind my back. I wonder if men watch me walk away and check me out without me knowing. I wonder if women whisper about liking my outfit or my aire of confidence. I wonder if my roommate tells other people what a wonderful roommate I am. I wonder if when I am not looking I am being loved and admired. I would love to think that this is the case. When my back is turned I could only hope that all my insecurities are proven wrong....I wish I could see that up close though.
To my family and friends....when your back is turned, I love you, I am worrying about you, I am thinking of you and wishing you the best. I may lovingly bitch about you, but I am also telling others how wonderful you are. I do not always talk nice about those I don't like, I know it isn't right and it may be when they are not around, but if I don't like you I am sure you know it and hence it really isn't behind your back because I would say it to your face. (That is the meanest thing I have said in awhile)
Either way.....I would rather believe that what goes on behind my back is better than it is, but I not going to stress if it isn't.
C.Wilde
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